back here again. got geog1 tmr. and i hardly have a clue on how to do mapwork. the rest of the MCQ should be simple. but im scared of mapwork. last paper liao. screw up and it would be a huge pity. going to sch to qn some of the map pros to see if i can remember the essence of mapwork. ttz if they dun set another killer paper. sleeping early yet again. so that i wun give up on my stupid maps halfway through. not really THAT satisfied with my performance so far for prelims. though i cant really tell til the results come out and i will become so depressed and blahblah. hope that wun happen.
before prelims i was more or less contented. studying. in church/ school. talking crap with timmo and co. about going to poly and stuff. playing soccer endlessly. getting reprimanded by teachers for not studying. getting into all sorts of trouble for breaking stupid silly rules. like sneaking all over the place. doing all sorts of illegal and crazy stuff inside that little room. laughing over the scoldings. talking all sorts of rubbish. cracking jokes. all sorts. the freedom and advantages of being in a single-sex sch. and how much we are going to miss this. the ice-skating time. all the memories that we share. even gd or bad. perhaps some i would rather do without. some faces i would rather not see. some situations i would rather not face. but the whole adventure of being in this sch of mine. the astroturf soccer. the teachers. the students. im going to miss it all. will the next adventure be anywhere as gd or eventful as this one. i really wonder.
seem so childish thinking of leaving ri close to the end of my prelims. praying for my prelims to do well.
all of those dreams are an empty promise
they can never be done
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